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by ~Beki-chan
Have you ever?Have you ever felt  Like you're already dead inside?  You know you have to be strong  But really you just want to run away and hide   
Every second of every day  Is cutting you like a knife  And you're just so tired of trying  So tired of your life   
And whenever you're up high  You feel the want to jump  But then you step back and think  And walk away, and sigh, and slump   
When you think constantly about what's happened  And the future seems so bleak  When you're forced to be so confident  But inside you're so broken, so very weak   
When i Have you ever?
by ~Beki-chan
There Are Wolves Under The BedThere are Wolves under the bed  Broken memories and smouldering embers  I wonder if the memory's not mine alone  I wonder if she remembers   
Flashes from another time  Of innocence long forgot  Left in a corner of the mind  Dark and damp to rot   
But memory's brought about easily  By the words that she once said  'Close your eyes and shut your mouth  There are Wolves, under this here bed.' There Are Wolves Under The Bed
by ~Beki-chan
Too GoodI was sitting on the fence  And you came with your speech of 'something more'  You blew me backwards, blew me backwards, honey,  Off the fence to fall to the floor,   
Why can't you see, why can't you see?  What you're doing to yourself?  
All I am is bad news, honey,  Thanks for dusting me off, put me back on the shelf.  
 
Because I don't know why you want me  It's something I just can't see  Why if you were me and I was you  I would have just left  me be   
I've been jumping and jumping, lover,  But you never let me fall,  
I tried to run, I trie Too Good
by ~Beki-chan
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Fri Jan 25, 2008, 10:15 AM
So I had my first GCSE last friday.

Most terrifying experience of my LIFE.

Well, no, I lie. The most terrifying experience of my life was playing Silent Hill II at 2 am while alone in a house, sat right next to the screen and surrounded by speakers.

But seriously, it was nerve wracking.

I hadn't been in like ANY of the lessons on account of being in hospital and all, and I knew NOTHING. And then we were all filed in and everyone else was reccounting fomulas to themselves and I was just there like, 'Shitshitshitshitshitshitshit.'

But I did okay, I think.

Any of you done/doing your GCSE's?


Panic does strange things to me, I'm getting the itch to write. So you can expect some more poetry soon. :)


~Lex.

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  • Mood: Panic
  • Listening to: Dear Penis - Tenacious D
  • Reading: What I just typed.
  • Watching: The screen.
  • Playing: Life.
  • Eating: Air
  • Drinking: Also Air

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  • Current Residence: In My Fantasies
  • Interests: Poetry, reading, writing, drawing, sarcasm.
  • Favourite movie: Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy
  • Favourite band or musician: Muse, Mark Nicholas, Mindless Self Indulgence, Manson.
  • Favourite genre of music: Dirty Electronica, Metal, Industrial.
  • Favourite game: Zelda: Phantom Hourglass, Pokemon Diamond/Pearl, Final Fantasy III, Halo 1 2 and 3, Timesplitters II
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC?
  • Favourite cartoon character: Jack Spicer
  • Personal Quote: 'You're either messing with me, or you want to me to jump you. Both options infuriate me.&
  • Tools of the Trade: Mp3 Player and about a bowl and a half of sugar.

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Mood: I'm Ignoring You ~Beki-chan Jan 26, 2008, 9:10:27 AM
Wheeee!!~

--
And as I stand here with you,
At a meager heart's cremation,
I tell you you may call me sacrifice,
Only if I may call you salvation.
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Mood: Adoration ~KidNobody Nov 1, 2007, 3:30:53 PM
Hey thanks!

--
Humans: Your ignorance baffles me and makes me tired at the same time.

- Cats, antics & attitudes
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~Metallic-Silver-Ink May 22, 2007, 8:27:30 AM
Ehho Thankies for another fav my love":_+}|")(*&^$#@!><?:"||\\ **trying to find squiggly line that isn't on german keyboard**

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Save the animals >>[link]
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~Beki-chan Jun 7, 2007, 11:29:00 AM
Above the shift. *Smiles sweetly*

--
And as I stand here with you,
At a meager heart's cremation,
I tell you you may call me sacrifice,
Only if I may call you salvation.
:iconthefoolmonkey:
~TheFoolMonkey May 21, 2007, 2:28:49 AM
Like ZOMG haii der roflcopter

I'm sorry. Back to normal now

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I am the lizard king. I can do anything
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~tashamee May 12, 2007, 7:58:04 AM
Sorry Beki-chan...as it turned out I will not be over my friends as I was meant to be but I will not be on the computer either...I am ill and spuing up everywhere...Hopefully I can guilt trip mum into letting me have the laptop tonight...If not I'm really sorry...we can cary on with our yaoi story some other MSN night...I just hope I'm ok for monday coz I have my art exam then

bibi ~tasha
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